synchronicity
I am paying more attention to synchronicity and I am logging my experiences. Today, my log was on a post-it note, but tomorrow I will have a dedicated notebook. I feel like I have been in communication with the universe more than usual lately. It has not been pleasant though. I feel like the assumption you’d make upon reading such a thing would be that it’s good, instead of bad and scary. I’m having a hard time telling the difference between magical thinking and a gut feeling. I wonder if there is a difference. In any case, summers are bad for me. We need a song about wintertime happiness since we already have one about summertime sadness.
In other news, Kelsey fans will want to know that I am not happy with my current journaling system. I decided I cannot stand lined paper. Graph paper is much better. I write neater on graph paper and graphs are aesthetically pleasing. Since I have a new pen, maybe I will write on graph paper and upload stuff here. I am committed to filling the rest of my journal even though it has stupid lined paper (I despise waste) and it will be annoying. I only have about 15 pages left I think.
Take care. I love you.